Main Koi Mohabbat Ka - Story by Neelesh Misra - Band Called Nine

Main Koi Mohabbat Ka- Story by Neelesh Misra- Band Called Nine

Lekin,Sapna bikhar raha tha, Agar hamari Shaadi ek fixed deposit thi, To mohabbat ke bank account se,Kharcha bhi badi teezi se ho raha tha. Aur jama karne ke liye hamare paas, Jaise kuch nahi bacha tha. Aisa lagta tha jaise har roz hum ek doosre ke saath, Dus-Dus minute kam bitatae the. Jaise jaise waqt guzra,yun lagne laga ki, Humne Ek doosre se nahi,Apne Apne bossess se shaadi kar li thi. Pehle hafte me hum 2 din saath bitate the, Phir ek,Phir aadha,Phir kuch bhi nahi. WO apne office me der tak rehti,Mai khana akela khata. Wo shopping mall saath jaati,Ghanto make-up khareedti, Aur main bench par akela baitha rehta. Na hum haath pakadte,Na ek doosre ko din bhar ki choti- choti baatein batate. Na baarish me lambi drive par jaate. Na hum dost reh gaye the,aur na husband-wife. Hum shayad flat mates bhar the, Jo saath me Tv par,Sci-Fci aur Romantic Comedies dekhte the. Thodi bahut baat kar lete the, Aur phir apni apni Duniya me wapis chale jate the. Waise yaar sirf usi ko kyu blame karu, Aisa nahi tha ki main koi Mohabbat ka Mother Teressa tha, Main moodi tha,Jhakki tha, Kabhi Akelapan pasand karta tha, Aur kabhi uska saath na hone pae naraz hota tha. Bikharte huye rishte pe ranj karta tha. Apni tanhayi se haar raha tha, Doosro ka saath dhoondne laga tha. Daftar me 2 -3 ladkiyan thi jo mujhse kuch jyada hi baatein karti thi. Unse main kuch jyada hi baatein karne laga tha. Ab to unke saath coffee pe jate huye bhi ajeeb nahi lagta tha. Wo choti-choti baatein jo main usse karna chahta tha, Wo lamhe jo uske saath baatna chahta tha, Ab unke naam likhne laga gaya tha. Jaise hamari shaadi ka rishta ek rang biranga sweater ho, jiski oon dheer-dheere udhad rahi thi. Kabhi khud se naraaj hota tha, Kabhi usse. Aksar Guilty Mehsoos karta tha, Mera ek mann jaise sawaal uthata tha, Waise hi doosra mann jawaab dene lag jaata tha. Is shaadi me ab jaise ek hi insaan bacha tha, EK akela main. Shayad wo bhi aisa hi mehsoos karti hogi, Shayad uski bhi kuch Zayaz shikayate hongi. Shayad wo bhi Akeli hogi, Utni hi Tanha. May ka mahina, Office ke saamne,ek building me ek aurat, Achaar ke liye nimbu sukha rahi thi. Maine phone uthaya aur ek number dial kiya. Maine kaha- HELLO!! MAA!!MAIN BOL RAHA HU....